Often I feel if back tracking is possible in our life.So that I can go to some of my past moments and can do the undone things...Sounds like crazy right!
I still remember those days when I used to wake up in the morning,go to school,doing homework,appearing exams,competitions to get good percentages,have to take permissions from my parents to do something etc...lol!
Because of all these I always used to think of if I could grow up very fast and can lead my independent life,being free from all rules and routines.I was so busy in chasing my dream that I seldom think of living my life.
Today when I achieved the freedom of my life it started feeling that some spaces have been left in my past which if could have been filled up,I could have lived my life completely.I am feeling like I missed those golden moments which I can never get again.
As time goes by I realized what actually means "living your own life"...I realized it is just not everything to maintain your daily mechanical life.We are not machines.We are normal human whose heart is full of love and emotions.We are so involved in our daily routines that we don't have much time to think about ourselves,we don't have much time to think about our soul even not to listen what our heart says to us.
The moment of now will never come again if lost.So live this moment fully with joy and happiness,enjoy every bit of it,do whatever you love,Sing a song to entertain yourself,have some time with your family members,go out and have fun,feel the fresh air,if possible do meditate and go within self,get a smile from your heart,help for others,feel satisfied and complete for what you have.But never let the time make you think that you could not live your life.
That's why there is a saying,
"Yesterday was History,Tomorrow is Mistery but Today is a gift.That's why it's called Present..."
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